Sometimes I count the stars, every one until my eyelids grow heavy with sleep.
And sometimes I wonder what it would be like to be a boy.
Sometimes I lay awake counting sheep instead of stars though it never works the same.
Sometimes I read books,
And sometimes I share looks with people I don't know.
Sometimes I consider suicide seriously.
And sometimes I don't brush my teeth before I go to bed.
Sometimes I feel beautiful,
Sometimes I am not.
Sometimes I forget my own last name.
And sometimes I dance when it rains, but I always get cold.
Sometimes I listen to music,
And sometimes I listen to the voices that kill it.
Sometimes I g